Have you ever met someone who just kinda made your heart break for them?
He most likely would not want me feeling this way, or would he?
As we sat in the quietness of the park overlooking the bay, we began to navigate our way through the barriers of communicating. Not only was he hearing impaired, but he wore 2 devices to aid him in hearing a bit. He also was able to read lips, use sign language, and he could talk some. Surprisingly I was able to understand him and he, I.
As we talked, he told me of his sad and hardened life being abandoned, failed relationships with cheaters, his hearing loss, feeling all alone and broken at times. How could I not want to help him, take him under my wing? Want to care for him? His life experience compelled me to want to do so.
I invited him over for one of my famous "cooked from the heart-made from scratch homemade dinners- that people from all over beg me to prepare for them." I was feeling as if we were establishing a real friendship, building some trust, and a safe zone for each. It was enjoyable to chat with someone while I was in the kitchen, we sipped on wine, and enjoyed the lovely feast.
It was a delightful evening.
A few days later, I asked him to join me at a dear friends pad for cocktails and conversation, as I thought it might be good for him to get out and broaden his social circle. Learn to feel comfortable around others in a social setting. So we went to the party, all was going swimmingly! Everyone was chatting, laughing, he was engaged in a conversation with a few others, and I just sat back and thought "you did good Divine Man."
The party came to a close and we rode back to my palace in the white limo, it was a good thing as we both felt a bit buzzed. I knew he had a 40 minute drive ahead of him to get to his Aunt's home(where he was living) and so I offered him my guest room. At first he resisted, but then caved into the idea of sleeping on a soft bed versus a lumpy couch.
It was still dark outside when I sensed someone in my chambers, I could feel someone breathing, getting closer to me as I laid sleeping. Very gently I felt arms wrap around my fabulous body, and pull me close. I felt safe yet startled all at once. This is the stuff I love about dreams. Anything can happen while asleep. I felt hands slowly begin to explore my naked and butter soft skin, and then a silky wetness descended upon my neck. I moaned as I felt unable to move and release myself from the pleasure I was experiencing.
The morning came, the sun was shining and I woke up to find a note on my kitchen counter that read "Divineness, Thank You for allowing me to stay over, I had to leave early for church."
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